I have pages and pages of ramblings from when I was channeling (automatic writing). This one is about divine presence. It was written sometime between August 1989 and December of 1990.
At first, I thought I was crazy. All the notions I had received, the feelings I grew to understand, all of it was so odd. A mere distraction in my life was inevitable, the mind so vast and full that it is nearly impossible to continue with one complete thought without the presence of a new intrusive thought whether desired or not. Constant continual motion of thought, never ending. Consciousness, thought. Unconsciousness, thought. An ever presence.
All at once I understood whatever was necessary, it was only then I understood presence.